brighter than sunshine.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LORRAINE MARIANO! *kahiya siguro kung mali spelling ko. >____<*
Yieee. Next year pa daw makakabit yung pinagawa kong banner sa Edsa eh. Sayang special pa man din yun kasama mo si Papa P! XD

Anyway! tumatanda na sya ayieee. Sana pati ang THE BANANAS tumagal ng saksakan ng tagal magkakaroon ng mga sub-fruiternity sa ibang bansa. LMAO. ANYWAY WOOOT. Tara party! HAHAHAHAHA.

P.S ang ewan ko pumili ng picture basta kuha lang XD. Bahala na basta ikaw yan! LOL.
P.S.S ehem. ilalagay ko sana yung pinakita mong picture sa PP eh. HAHAHAH. XD special guest? LOL.

Don't know what to do.

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Too much random thoughts on my mind. I want to just sit and watch the stars in the sky, and just relax.

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Kinakabahan. Naguguluhan. Ewan. *wait. rhyme yun lahat ah.hahha :))*

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What i hate the most is when someone's making me rush things. Mabagal akong tao. Sobraaa. And I'm aware of that. Kaya ayaw ko ng mga panahon na ito. Bumibilis yung panahon. I can't believe na ilang araw nalang November na!. And who knows when, sooner or later maybe I'll be blogging about what happened in my Christmas2009!

Kung pwede lang sumigaw ng TEKA LANG! At pagkatapos nun hihinto lahat.

Ang bilis ng oras lalo na pag wala kang ginagawa. Pag busy ka dun mabagal ang oras kasi nagagamit mo yung time mo, hindi nasasayang. Pag wala kang ginagawa hinahayaan mo lang lumipas ang oras, then voila! Next thing you know tapos na yung araw, yung deadline, yung alloted time.


You don't regret the things you DID.
You regret the things you DIDN'T DO.

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I tutulog ko nalang ito. Goodnight. =)

"And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything left to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me.... "-Hush,Hush PCD

Made my first sonnet today.
Para sa english class namin. :)
Sorry if this sucks, I'm not really that poetic you know.

You're my first love, my unrequited love
Such a sweet dream that I just can't have
Admiring from afar, hoping you'll see
Or maybe we weren't just meant to be
One day, saw you with her, hands intertwined
Thunder strucked me, how i wish i was blind
Space between us now felt like worlds apart
The dream now felt like a nightmare from my heart
You just don't know how much i hope it was me...
Or maybe we weren't just meant to be.


--Drama eh. Love kasi yung theme. It's either you're hurt or loved. :) Siguro naman kita kung ano yung pinili ko :D

MMA na talaga.















ATA.

Today is Imus town festival. Yay! Happy fiesta Imusenyos! :)

Share lang.

Kahapon halos mag-eksena ako sa simbahan. Okay wala lang. First time kong nahilo in public. As in nag blur ang mundo at naikot sya. Parang may black film na nakaharang sa paningin ko kala ko lumalabo na yung mata kong 20/20 *"oh hinde ayoko magsalamin" yun pa iniisip ko nung mga time na yun. LOL* and i almost lost my balance buti nalang may malapit na upuan. Then next thing i knew nag hyhyperventilate na ako, yung feeling na onti nalang mawawala na yung conciousness mo. And with matching epal na sasakyan pa sa harap ko nun. Wala lang. Di ko pala kayang tumayo sa simbahan for 1 hour tapos masikip pa at mainit. Medyo claustrophobic pa naman ako. TSK. Next time nga magdadala na ako ng biogesic, tubig, electricfan at sariling upuan.


Okay. Wrong timing ako mag unli. Wala masyadong makausap. Asan na mga tropang gising? XD


Lurking around hype machine. Oyea! Now playing: Love Drunk
<3 Martin Bennett Johnson!

Extended weekend again!  So yeah, FREE TIME ule! (dance) *No classes on Monday for Imus, due to the town festival* HORAAAY! I got time to finish my unfinished short story project that was due last week and yes, I am aware na late na late na ako sa deadline pero i believe in the motto "It's better late than never". I was procrastinating again so yeah sorry. I just hope matapos ko na talaga ito.


Speaking of procrastination. I still haven't submitted any college application forms yet! Grabe! Malapit na entrance exams nung mga colleges na gusto kong pasukan. Pero hanggang ngayon di pa ako nagpapasa. Hesitant parin kasi ako sa course na kukunin ko. Share ko lang, when i was my friend's house nagkaroon ako ng sudden epiphany about what should i really do and be in the future. Napag-usapan kasi yung tungkol sa MMA course kasi we were watching MTV ata nun tapos pinalabas yung MV ng Heartless by The Fray (<--clickable). We amazed by the animation of the music video, tapos napag-usapan na maganda talaga yung MMA, pero as your pinaka career? I don't know, I wanted to learn more about MMA kaya nga gusto kong kunin yun. Pero after that? I'll be a graphic artist? Don't get me wrong ah, i can see myself making stuffs that a graphic artist do. Pero as a hobby pwede pa. Parang uhh isipin mo nalang Businessman na hobby ay photography pero ang ginagawa nya for a living is handling business and stuffs like that. And that sudden epiphany made me confused. Gaaahd! Eto nananaman ANO BA ANG KUKUNIN KONG COURSE!!

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Nuff said about the college stuffs. Dahil sa kakatapos lang ng 2nd grading exams at ang mga oras na alas-kwatro na ng madaling araw ang tulog ko sa kaka-aral! Hello sa mga tropang gising last week!  Eto na si eyebags *one time nga pa-pangalanan ko na to*! Nagulat ako kaninang umaga pagising ko, after i checked my phone humarap ako sa salamin with matching magulong buhok napansin ko ang nakakagulantang na eyebags! Oyeaa! Hello there! XD I need those Garnier stuffs! HAHA.

Speaking of exams may sasabihin lang ako sa new FRIEND kong si Charmader!* pasalamat ka mabait akong tao... nung mga panahon na yun! !HAHA. Pero hanggang ngayon di ko pa nakakalimutan yung ginawa mo nung day na yun. Tssk. Isa nalang talaga. Pasalamat ka senior student ako kailangan magpakabait. TSK. P.S. Don't get too close baka kung ano mangyare eh. Bratz doll! :)
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PBB ULE! Go Tom! :D,

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Listening to Boys Like Girls new Album LOVE DRUNK.

Playing: Someone Like you :)






 

pahabol na blog post.

naalala ko lang kanina eksena ako sa ministop. nagulat lang naman ako dun sa bata naka dikit yung pagmumukha nya sa window na katabi ko. at ako'y napatili at spotlight sa akin for 3 minutes habang tawanan lang kami ng tawanan ng kasama ko. XD

isa pang nakakashock. blog post ni xiara sa blog nya
pagclinick nyo siguro yun magugulat din kayo. pano ba naman bungad agad ako haha sisikat ako nito eh. jokes. kahit na sabihin ako yun. nagulat talaga ako. as in.

"ANONG?!?!?" Scroll down... scroll down.. scroll up.. scroll up.. "AKO BA YUN?" hahaha.



At ayun na nga ang kwento ng pagkakadiscover sakin. HI fans. HAHAHAHAHA.



---BANG!

RAINY WEEKEND=


I need a new plot for a story. Ang drama nung una ko. Ayoko nun.

NAKAKAINES!

Nakakaloko.

Kababawan ko nanaman ba o ano?

Sa dimamidami naman kasi ng lugar eh. Feeling ko tuloy gusto kong patayin eh, gusto kong bali-baliin ang buto, gusto kong ilublub sa isang timba ng kumukulong mainit na tubig... *Okay masyado na bang sadista?*

At isa pa. Tama sila. Hirap talaga pag kita mo lahat. Lalo na pag 360 ang peripheral vision mo, TSSSSS. Try ko nga nakapikit palagi.



Ano bang mga pinagsasabi ko?  Wala rants lang ng ego ko. Isa lang dahilan. BAKIT PA KASI AKO NAGONLINE. Nagulo nanaman tuloy utak ko.



PS. Nakakainis si Kanou ng Kaichou wa Maid Sama.

Ang sayasaya noh? :D

21st Career Counseling and Guidance Fair (SMX Convention Center)

Wala kaming ginawa kundi mangolekta ng flyers, brochures, freebies sa fair. Tapos diretso sa Manila International Bookfair, tapos meron dun mga naka display at interactive things tulad nung triny naming 'HAIR RAISING' static ewan kung ano tawag dun. With matching Kuya Kim Atienza pa. *MATAAAAAAAAANG LAAAWIIN* Then lunch sa MOA, tapos ikot ikot. Got the chance to see some different faces galing ibang school (yung iba classmate ko from elementary). Kala ko medyo 'dyahe' maglakad-lakad sa MOA ng nakauniform eh. Pero dibale halos lahat naman ng nasa loob nung mall nung mga times na yun naka uniform din galing iba't ibang school dahil sa Career Fair.

Multimedia Arts. Kung ito kukunin ko magandang pumasok sa De La Salle College of Saint Benilde (DLS-CSB) ,MAPUA Institute of Technology at nung fair ko lang narealize magandang pumasok sa Cosmopoint International Institute of Technology (CIIT). Brochure/Booklet *o kung ano man ang tawag dun* panalo na! XD. Tapos may libre pang workshop kung interesado ka.

Then meron dun assesment test ng Profiles Asia. Like (l) Dislike (d) Unsure (u) yun lang ang dapat pindutin sa keyboard ng laptop dun... example ng assement test eh.

"Posing for the camera. Fixing broken plumbs.. etc." Then you'll put either l,d,or u.

At ang lumabas sakin? Enterprising. WTH.

Isa sa mga pwede daw maging career ko in the future;

• Lawyer
• Bank President (OHA. XD)
• School Principal (Di nga?)
• Hotel Manager
  
• Logistician (Okey?)
• Tv Newscaster
• Travel Agent

Okey. So.. Uhh. Wala na akong masabi.


Wala nanamang pasok sa MONDAY. woooh. Loooooooooooongweeeeeeeeeeeeeeek end ulit

ISSAA- Imus Secondary Schools Athletic Association.

Volleyball, Basketball, Athletics, Taekwondo, Board games (Scrabble, Chess). Sumali school namin dyan.

Para mas madaling intindihin. Imus Highschool varsity players will compete with each other. Gets?

Okay.




Share lang. XD haha.

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Sana makita ko ulit yung koreanong may flying chicken bone. RESSSBAAAAK.


Okay.... Share lang ulit yon.



P.S. Natalo ako ng First year sa champion ship. :D Hahaha. XD

Jai Ho! You are my destiny..

Yan ang sinayaw namin para sa 'Katutubong sayaw- Modern Music' contest. Ilang araw at beses din namin tong prinaktis. XD Lagpas 20 times ata, kung sansan pa kami nakarating para lang sa practice. With matching costume, props, buhat factor, kembot, make-up at kung ano ano pa. Ayos naman ang kinalabasan, may onting mali lang kami pero kahit na ganon. NANALO KAMI. oyeaa.

Ang saya ng araw na ito. Di ko maexplain. Sobrang enjoy at memorable. Well mabuti naman basta ang ANG SAYA.

NCAE.
National Career Assessment Examination.


Hinding hindi ko makakalimutan ang araw na ito. Isang dahilan na ay ang pagising ko ng pagka-agaga. As in sobrang aga. 4 oclock am. Dahil sa sobrang takot malate para dyan sa NCAE na yan. Isa lang naman ako sa top 3 na unang pumasok saming magkakaklase ngayon. Isang malaking himala. Pagkatapos di naman pala agad nagsimula. HAHAHA.

Lagpas limang oras kaming nakakulong sa room. Hindi pwedeng lumabas sa kadahilanang hindi ko rin alam. Buti may CR sa room na yun.

Isang kahindik hindik na katahimikan ang bumalot sa room. At malalagim na mga tanong sa test, na nagdulot ng sakit sa kung saan-saang bahagi ng katawan. Madugo, nakakapagod, nakakaantok.

At nang mataposang exam. Nagmamadaling lumabas ang lahat, parang mga bagong laya. XD Sarap sa pakiramdam. Tapos na! Haha. Ilan sa amin ang dumiretso ng clinic para sa sikat na sikat na gamot  para sa ANTI-DUGO UTAK slash MIGRAINE *para sosyal*.

Pagkatapos. . . parang party ng seniors *kahit hinde* . Malakas na tutog. Kain. Sayaw. Daldal. Sayaw. Inom *ng coke at tubig*. Pahangin. Sayaw. Daldal.



PAHINGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~


Sige sa biyernes na yung celebration ng LINGGO NG WIKA. -____-''

P.S. Salamat nga pala kay Angeline sa spaghetti, coke, tubig, sa kuryente, at sa hangin sa rooftop nyo. :D

i took this quiz

and here is the results:

*Nakakatawa least talaga yung Math XD*

You Scored as English/Journalism/Comm

You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Communication, English, Film, Journalism, Literature, or Writing.  It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.  Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

English/Journalism/Comm

88%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

75%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

69%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

56%

Visual&PerformingArts

56%

Education/Counseling

56%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

50%

Psychology/Sociology

44%

HR/BusinessManagement

38%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

38%

Religion/Theology

38%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

38%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

31%

Mathematics/Statistics

6%

It's raining. Yep. It's really raining today, to be exact it's raining right now..... this morning it started to rain. Oh-kay... Is it really raining today?

That's weird.

Why?

7 days ago i was hoping that it'll rain today so i can do something.. with the help of the rain of course.


 It is raining!!! I take it all back. I can't go out! Sheeesh.

Ang dami kong gustong gawin. Soobra! kung ililista ko pa lahat ng gusto kong gawin dito baka mabore ka lang *kung sino ka man na nag babasa*. Pero napansin ko lang bakit kaya ganun pag meron na akong time para magawa yung mga bagay na gusto kong gawin di ko maumpisahan. Minsan pag naumpisahan ko na, bigla nalang akong magsasawa at di matatapos. Ewaan. The irony of life.

Hanggang ngayon undecided parin ako sa kung anong kurso kukunin ko. Actually, may mga choices na talaga as what i've said sa isa kong blog entry, sinasabi ko sa sarili ko na sure na akong MMA(Multimedia Arts) kukunin ko pero,...Uhh. Sa loob loob ko parang di ko makita sarili ko na nakaupo sa tapat ng computer nagdedesign ng logo ng kompanya, gumagawa ng 3d animation, nagdedesign ng kung ano ano. Working as a Multimedia person? Hmm. Siguro hobby pwede. Pero ano ba ang gusto ko? Still undecided, unsure. Sana i have more time to think para dito. pero malapit na eh ilang buwan nalang... well parang deadline na nga ngayon. I need to make up my mind and pass application forms sa mga colleges ngayon, hello? di naman sila maghihintay sakin may mga deadline sila. There goes UP, sayang talaga i wanted to take that damn UCPAT. Pero wala late ko na narealize haha. ACET? uhhh. Haha. Next life time nalang pwede? DLSU? hmm, eto first choice ko simula ata nugn nag-kaisip ako gusto ko ng maging green archer pero wala pa talaga akong COUUUURRSEE!!!!! Syemaaay!

Kaya gustong gusto na kumuha nung NCAE na yan nakakainis. HAHAHA.

Actually ang blog post na to ay di dapat tungkol sa college course. Nadala lang ako ng emosyon ko ng nakakita ako ng mga graphic design na sa ako rin kaya kong gumawa ng ganun. ASTIIIIGGG.

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Recitation.

Alam kong kaya ko. ALAM KO. Ewan ko lang pero there's always something that triggers my Mental Block && Nervous Breakdown MODE. Kainis. Badtrip.

Ang tanong?

What is your favorite hobby?

Tinatamad nanaman ako.

Pansin ko lang grabe pagkalat ng k-pop inlfuence. Unti unting nakikilala sa iba't ibang lugar ang mga k-pop bands tulad ng Wondergirls, 2ne1, Super Junior, DBSK at iba pa. Sabi nga sa isang documentary sa Jessica Soho lumalaganap na talaga sila. Due to the undeniably evidence everywhere, people singing along with their catchy songs (kahit na yung english parts lang naiintindihan ng iba), makakakita ka din ng mga taong nagpapagupit tulad ng mga k-pop band singers, ginagaya mga damit nila. Alam mo na, Korean Influence nga eh.

Try mong ilagay ang Super Junior sa search bar sa google.
 Resultang 1 - 10 sa halos 30,300,000 para sa Super Junior . (0.11 segundo)

Kamusta naman ang Sorry Sorry at Nobody dance ng CPDRC Dancing Inmates. XD Ang galing talaga ng CPDRC DI's. (May napansin lang ako, lahat sila naka Converse na black sa videos nila.  XD).

Napapadalas ata ang pag bloblog ko. HAHA Natuwa?

Wala lang, natuwa lang ako kasi alam ko na kung anong kanta yung iniisip ko ng matagal na. Pilit inaalala. Pasalamat ako isang anghel na nakapagsabi sakin ng title ng kanta na yun. XD


.the world could lie, and everything may die. still you should'nt cry.
cause time may pass and everything won't last, i'll be by your side.


THE "song".

I can't focus. A moment ago, i was trying my best to memorize words, dates, and names. And then i stopped, i looked at the pile of books that i placed in the nearby table. And said "Kainis naman oh, exams na talaga".



Pressure. I need to focus or else. As what one of my teachers said, "Walang ibang mag-aaral para sa inyo. Kundi kayo lang, at mismong kayo lang."



Can someone teach me some yoga moves to concentrate? *desperate*

I dreamed about the Former President Cory Aquino last night. I dreamed that i was in her room at the hospital together with her family. I was  hearing her uttering messages in her low tone, i was walking around and no body notices me, i can see them gathered around her listening carefully to whatever she's telling them. And then things changed, i was in a terrace of a large house, and i was talking to a person (*whom i think was the owner of the house), we were talking about "Tita"Cory Aquino, he was telling me that he's expecting her to come that day. Seeing the house there was a view below, it was a large garden, it was raining and you can see the muddy ground it was almost empty from plants, but there was a certain place that was filled with trees (*i think), the color green was overwhelming in that side. The place was cover with something like a net, there were people roaming around. And then i woke up, the television was on. News was telling me, the Former President passed away.